um. hello.: May 2009

Watching History channel, Body Language.

Cool programme. Cool new knowledge.

Been to Puchong Life Methodist Church today. Small traditional Methodist church. Reminded me of the church I grew up in. The usual "A~men, A~men, A~A~A~A~men" that indicate the end of the session.

It's always been my childhood dream to join a choir.

What's satisfying?

A long long shower.
A good sweat.
A laughter-filled episode of Spongebob Squarepants.
A mouthful of M&Ms.
Holidays.

There's a reason I have no idea for time series. I'm going round kissing friends' pets in Pet Society during tutorials.

Never let my parents get any idea of this.

Had some idea for Psych the Brain.
Have no idea for Biz Stats time series.

Had some idea for Money and Caps hedging.
Have no idea for Principles of Accounting and Finance management accounting ratios.

Goshes

Accounting lecturer is a funny guy. One day he says,"If I'm the leaser, you're the lessee."
Then he continues,"If I'm the employer, you're the employee."
And, "If I'm the punisher, you're the punishee."
The next day I heard this from Fharyl. A guy behind her continued the trend, "If I'm the fcker, you're the fckee."
Gosh.

Psychology lecturer says, "If you have a bunch of preschool kids with certain phobias, what do you do with them?"
A girls says, "Expose them to it!"
A guy behind answered, "You're one fcked up mom."
Gosh.

Received a text from a friend the other day: "Why scared of me is it guy with no balls."
Gosh.

Was doing Personality research essay and realised that I somewhat fall into Horney's compliant type.
Gosh. I'm not neurotic.

I'm always late for class these days.
Gosh.

Exam's coming.
GOSH!

Cool quotes by small Szehui

When I was young I don't eat prawns. All sorts of prawns, from shrimps to lobsters.
Dad asked me why don't I like them.
"Because prawns are naughty."
o.O Why?
"They wriggle and jump. Very naughty."

I'm a leftie. Mom wants me to write with my right hand because it's easier for her to teach me how to write. I refused to. She asked me why.
"Wait~I'll use my right hand when I'm done with my left hand."
Ever since then, I've not written with my right hand.

It will always be M&M's milk chocolate and mixed berries yoghurt.

It will always be skinnies and tshirt.

Ah the beautiful sounds of choir singing. And there's this really cute fat boy in the middle, with lots of expressions. LOL.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sFDI8TR6H2o&feature=related

Haiya sucky units, sucky assignments, sucky exams. I'm waiting for holidays.

I had a sucky Accounting presentation topic.

Long hours of typing in front of the computer screen gives me headaches and sore eyes.

A statement I wanted to shout out loud

"What the f...?! Perasan gila!"

I've just realised that the girl who borrowed a book under my account is my classmate, yesterday.

Money and Capital Markets tutorials, I was waiting outside the classroom. She came. I looked at her. She looked at me. I looked at her again. She looked back at me. Guess we have the same question in mind. I almost laughed out loud.

I texted Tsiyin in class. She replied, "Sweat man!". Haha.

Gosh I should be crowned Blur Queen of the year.

BGT

Britain's Got Talent:

Susan Boyle bangs.
Connie Talbot is so cute >.<
Signature is cool.

I seriously don't know which BGT all these ppl are from. Just randomly watched it on Youtube and Connie is really angelic.

Rat Training

There's this thing we did for Psych. I don't know whether to label it cool. But I have this tendency to refer to everything as cool (LOL).

Supposedly we're supposed to train a real mouse in an operant chamber (Skinner Box) and teach it some cool stuff. In our case, bar pressing.

Now, since everything is taken over by technologies. We have to train a virtual mouse on the computer screen. And that is like so lame. Anne and I spent 3 hours training that stupid rat.

Szehui : "My Sniffy bodoh sikit lah."

Anne : "No. Bodoh banyak."

Szehui : "Press the bar lah. Omg he's so stupid."

Anne : "Why do you keep referring to it as a he? XP"

Szehui : "Because I supposed he's a 'he'?" >.<

I'm a Freudian, because I'm a sexist. LOL.

Seems like I have a lot of things due soon. Busy busy busy. Tsi Yin you lucky girl can pass your driving test the first time >.<

If I have the opportunity to change for the better, why not?

Shalom :)

Moms & Kids

Have you seen children singing? They are very cute. Very beautiful. A bunch of kinds from Sunday School had just performed on stage last Sunday for Mother's day.

A friend told me she used to sing The Lord's Prayer whenever she's afraid of ghosts as a little girl. Then I realised I did the same when I took my driving test. Throughout the whole day, I suppose I sung the song over and over again for at least 30 times.

I help out a little with the church's Sunday School. I like little children. I like it when they just randomly laugh at something which is not really funny after all; or when they chuckle at things you don't understand but they do. And it's a sensational pleasure when they held your hand. Hands, so small, so warm, so soft.

Not all are perfect. In fact, some are really kurang ajar 欠打 that made me feel that they are deprived of caning, and they seriously need some from me. Nevertheless, they are children. Caning does make a difference. I'm not patient enough to sit down and reason with children because they couldn't get my point. Then I laughed when I thought of Mom.

She's my mother who caned us like no one's business when we were young. She nagged from day till night. She's never patient enough to reason with us and never listens whenever we try to reason with her. But on one Sunday, I saw her holding both hands of a very active, mischievious little boy, look at him in the eyes, and spoke to him very sternly. The boy tried to look away, but she made him look back at her. LOL. After she finished her talk with him, he was obedient throughout the day.

I think this is the right way to talk to children. But I wonder why Mom doesn't use it on us. Even now. She is still Mom who nags all day long and refuses to listen to us. It's just different with other people's kids right? LOL I don't mind.

What's wrong with Blackboard? Now I can't do my work.

Kids are really cute :)

Omigosh thank God the girl returned the book! >.<

Piano

Was watching Youtube. Was watching the piano arrangements made by others. Stirred up my desire to play again. LOL I've abandoned my piano for a long time though. Only touch it when I'm required to play for church. I don't read scores (really, I forgot how to). I play randomly by repeated listening. Yeah for some people, I'm not good enough. Yeah I need more practise.

Church's new pianists are improving a damn lot :)

No, I'm not pathetic. Let's look for some good things to talk about.

So far, I've met all my deadlines.
My bruises are healing.
I could drive without accidents.
I managed to borrow books on Personality, where I have to do a research on (forget it, it won't be interesting).
Omigosh I got 93% for Stats quiz! (Anne is crazy, she got 98%)

Okay, I know my life is a boring one. Yeah a thankful heart is what I need to glide through these not-so-joyous events.

Shalom :)

I've this bunch of bad luck towering over me. I just don't understand why bad things keep happening to me.

Yeah, the latest one. Some random girl borrowed a book under my account by mistake and now if she defaulted on her loan or some sort of stuff, I'll have to pay the penalty because it's under my name.

It's a lot of procedures. I have to report to the University Library. Write a letter to inform the person in charge. So on so forth. Doesn't seem like help though. Worse to worst, I still have to pay.

However, Dad was not angry with me. I'm really surprised. He said when I have to pay, just give him the receipt. Yeah, it happened partly due to my carelessness. I forgot to log out that's why the mistake occurred. Hopefully she would return the book in time. It's due on 20th May.

Hah, maybe I should really stop daydreaming. It's causing me a lot of trouble. But it's not like I control such things. For me, I just daydream unconsciously.

Sigh, just hold on to the statement "everything happens for a purpose". Now I feel better.

Peace :)

I've never written this much essays in my whole life. Technical, academical essays. Money & Caps was somehow done. Then Psychology came. Haha. That's why I can't fall sick. Mom forbade me from all hot stuffs haha. No chocolates, no chilli, no curry, no tomyam. I'm literally surviving on cucumbers and tomatoes to keep the sorethroat from getting worse. LOL

Am I fine? Yeah I gained weight. Because Mom says that I don't look good being too thin. Then I told Mom I feel fat after gaining weight. Then she says, "Yeah, you need exercise." Huh.

Facebook is slow in the school's network. Guess I should just X it.

I'm writing a lot of ramdom stuff lately. It's a compensation for all the correct-arrangements-of-points-that-makes-sense I've been doing lately.

Peace.

I need a pair of sneakers.

Lets talk about great voices and great music. XD

Halo, by Beyonce

Remember those walls I built
Well baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make a sound
I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
Woah...

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light
I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo)
Halooooo ouuuu
Halooooo ouuuu
Halooooo ouuuu
Ouuuuu ouuuuu ouuuuu

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo

Shit but idk how to upload Youtube vids >.<