While you were away,

I knocked into someone's car. And I feel really upset about it.

You told me, "Stay strong. The joy of the Lord be your strength."

And I remembered praying this way, "Father God, let me not forget all the good things You've done for me when bad things happen."

And I did not forget.

17th November 2010, I wrote in my journal: I want to treasure all of these in my heart. This is why I want to journal everything down, so that when my memory fails, I will not forget Your love and Your faithfulness, for this will be my reminder.

I also remembered how you smell like soap and fresh laundry.

p/s: I miss you really much :(