Jonas Park

Lets talk about songs. Tsiyin told me a wonderful thing about The Jonas Brothers and it still made me laugh uncontrollably until now. They sing as if they're CONSTIPATED. LOL muahahaha. Listen to the chorus of Burning Up.

I'm slippin' into the lava
And I'm trying' to keep from going under
Baby, you turn the temperature hotter
And I'm burning up, burning up for you baby

Hahahahah lol Tsiyin you rock.

I use to not like Linkin Park's singing. Because they shouted too much. And they're too rebellious. Listen to Leave Out All The Rest. Fuyoh, they've grown up.

Baby again

I was thinking, if Baby were to die, I would cry myself to the last tear. The infection was really hideous. Blood and pus(eewww). His fur was long so it's hard for us to see what's inside. He stank so bad(the wound) and flies were attacking him. We couldn't stand it any longer so we sent him to the vet, just now. Well, initially we thought if it were some skin irritation, it would heal by itself. It must be painful, because he was limping and he lost approximately 90% of his attacking strength. Most of the time when he's well, he would pounce on us. Now, we can easily push him away.

I was really worried. Maybe he'll be limping for the rest of his life. Or maybe it may be so bad that the pain he'll bear is too much that the vet would have to euthanise him. Noooo. I prayed for a dog, for the first time, so that God will heal him. Although he snaps and pounces all the time, he's still my baby. He's been with us ever since he's six weeks old. Now he's 4 years old. There's a relationship and a bonding. I don't understand why Alan hated him so much.

Baby

I miss my Baby. He's got some infections on his front limb. Apparently, maggots and skin disease. Now he's hospitalized. Get well soon. By the way, the wound was hideous.

Heavenly

A review on having a few friends commenting on my hair being 'damned straight'. Not really straight though. Forget about that. The word damn, I suppose it has something to do with condemning something or someone to hell. Ah yes, in other words, my hair is hellishly straight. LOL. Why not rephrase it? To heavenly straight. Ah~~ this sounds more like it. Next time when I grab hold of someone with straight hair, I shall say,"Wah, your hair is heavenly straight." LOL.

A conclusion I have made for the week

I had my Economics test yesterday. When everything is over, I hear all my classmates complaining,"Shit, shit. Damned hard weih." Lol so happy. Because I know how to tackle most of the questions. Suddenly I feel so pro lol. By the way, whenever I feel good about myself, the results will come out the other way round. It's better to keep a low profile so I also went around shouting,"Shit, shit. Damned hard."

And, Yuet Ley found me! Lol I linked you girl. Still there is this stupid shit lingering around. Econs assignment test is on Monday. Moral report due on Wednesday. And the Ultimate English Research Project on Friday. Apparently we have to make copies of the original articles used. Guess I'm gonna have a hard time printing those junks. Ah yes, and the biblio. Don't know how, but kinda stucked. Conclusion yet to be done. Hope that it would be done lol. Yes~~ and it shall be done.

It's a busy week. Having this Mooncake Festival for kids in church. I'm made to do this sketch thing where I have to go,"Oooh hi Susan! I've been looking around for you!". Then we'll have to do the Barney plus Sesame Street mushy family love theme. Sigh, somehow I just suck in sketches. I don't like it either. They just don't realise it.

Alan is ill. Get well soon, I can't finish your research all on my own. You just need to get well and do the needful. I'm only responsible in tying up loose ends. Really, may God lay His healing hands on you.

It's been a shivering cold week. Rain and rain and rain. I thought I was going to freeze. Then, I was freezing. Finally, I froze. LOL. I always laugh at my own lame jokes. Btw lol, who cares? Camp Rock is showing tomorrow. Yay.

I've always been the kind of girl that talked too much
Been so fed up of the world telling me to shut up
But I have this crap right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show
It's time
To let you know, to let you know

Muahaha this is all after a week's stress. Pardon me. XD

A mixture of thoughts

Feeling kind of gloomy today. Emo(not again!). These days, I'm always emoing. Partly because of a stupid family gathering last night. All attention was given to my cousin, I was being jealous. I just hate being in the midst of these people who thinks that if you're not going overseas to study, you are a failure. They may not say it, but I felt it. I never know how to bring it up because he's going to tell me not to be sensitive. That I know, just wanna get someone to emphatise with me.

During Maths period my teacher mentioned something about someone's death which was supposedly our fellow coursemate. Accident, on his way to his hometown. It did not occur to me that he was someone I know(rather, just recognise his face). I don't even know his name. To link it all up, it is my boyfriend's friend's friend. It was all a while of 'oooh aaah, that's bad...', then I left for break.

It was 3.45pm when I saw Alan walking up the corridor from another entrance. Suspecting that he'd skipped class(or forgotten about having class too engrossed playing cyber games), I waved at him, asked him where he'd been.

He looked at my watch and said,"Oh, Miss Lee let us out early."
(pause)

"A classmate died."
"What? Do you know him?"
"The guy who had lunch with us on Friday."
"Which?"
"The one with long hair."
"Big, fat one?"
"Nope, small thin guy."

I tried to recall. That small thin guy with long hair. They were having lunch, but I wasn't eating. Too busy doing my second argument. My computer was running out of battery and I was swearing under my breath. As usual I was given the 'why are you so frustrated, it's not going to help' lecture. I hadn't really bothered to give that guy another look. But now we all know he's gone forever. The feeling was weird. I don't even know his name.

Alan had this distant look in his eyes. For a moment I thought he was going to cry. I gave myself a deeper thought. If it were someone I knew better that had passed away(maybe friends maybe family), I would have cried myself a river. That guy, where is he going after this?

Frustration

tsk tsk tsk, no idea of what to write for my last argument. I'm drained out of points. Assessments are coming but what I hope to accomplish is to only finish this stupid research. Vanity of vanities, I'm chasing after the wind.