Father God,

Do You know how everyday is a great challenge for me, with every stretch of my patience being provoked and tested?

Yet You called me to love and forgive and "in my anger do not sin".

This is really difficult. Perhaps in my anger I have already sinned?

Take a deep breath, and tahan?

Sigh.

Oh please stop comparing

Think what? I'm playing everyday is it? ajkdjajsflkjdlg!!

Jon Mclaughlin - Beautiful Disaster

She loves her mama's lemonade,

Hates the sound that goodbyes make.

She prays one day she'll find someone to need her.

She swears that there's no difference,

Between the lies and compliments.

It's all the same if everybody leaves her.

And every magazine tells her she's not good enough,

The pictures that she's seen make her cry.

And she would change everything, everything just ask her.

Caught in the in-between, a beautiful disaster,

And she just needs someone to take her home.

She's giving boys what they want, tries to act so nonchalant,

Afraid they'll see that she's lost her direction.

She never stays the same for long,

Assuming that she'll get it wrong.

Perfect only in her imperfections.

She's not a drama queen,

She doesn't want to feel this way, only seventeen, but tired

She would change everything for happy ever after.

Caught in the in between, a beautiful disaster,

But she just needs someone to take her home.

'Cause she's just the way she is, but no ones told her that's OK.

And she would change everything, everything just ask her.

Caught in the in-between, a beautiful disaster,

And she would change everything for happy ever after.

Caught in the in-between, a beautiful disaster,

But she just needs someone to take her home

And she just needs someone to take her home.

Been feeling a bit sappy ;)